Knowing you are stuck and admitting it is the first most powerful step there is , we can go many lifetimes completely oblivious to this fact and look for all the reasons outside of ourselves and constantly go round in spirals , but when we finally stop and let go of our pride we can open up to the help and compassion that is available to us in all situations , yet realise this can only come to us when we give ourselves the same compassion by asking for help!
The appearance of others living a better life or grander vision is a gift it is your soul telling you that this is available to you too and the sadness you feel about it is because you know that your current choices are holding you back from grasping this truth .
Everyone is always dying , and it is the daily death of our personality , the letting go of all we have invested in that allows us to recreate ourselves with a fresh new vision learning from every experience and building on this wisdom to put ourselves back together each day , so you can see that it is only the ego that is dying the soul is growing !
You are so right each time of deep sadness forces us to drop our masks and the facade of success and happiness and allows us heartfelt inquiry into our doubts and fears , and it is in this true listening that we are heard and that aspect of ourselves is reunited with the totality of our grander being , we become our own beloved and in our own forgiveness we are made whole.
The lessons and people that come into your life repeatedly are there at your request and they will keep showing up as long as your are avoiding the wisdom they are giving you , it is only when we realise this and take responsibility for it that we stop seeing things as negative but rather as an opportunity to experience what we have chosen , i.e. if we wish to know ourselves as peaceful then the opposite will show up so that we may know ourselves as this , our if we declare that something going to our plan will improve us , then the plan will always fall apart because the truth is that we can not be improved we are already and will always be amazing wonderful unlimited beings so we will never feel better if we look for it in achievement or advancement , only in totally acceptance and the dropping of judgement of our feelings and the openness to allow them will we see underneath the truth of our perfection!
so to answer you questions !
THERE IS NOTHING YOU HAVE TO DO ...EXCEPT WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO DO IN EACH MOMENT , YOUR CHOICE IS ALWAYS THE PERFECT ONE!
THERE IS NOTHING YOU HAVE TO BE , YOU ALREADY ARE EVERYTHING , SO SIMPLY CHOOSE WHAT ASPECT OF THE ALL YOU WOULD LIKE TO EXPERIENCE AND BE IT!..THEN ONCE YOU ARE DONE CHOOSE AGAIN AND BE THAT , AL;LOW THIS PROCESS TO UNFOLD INFINITELY AS THE MYSTERY IS INEXHAUSTIBLE!
YOU ARE ALREADY MANIFESTING THE LIFE OF YOUR DREAMS ALWAYS SO THE SECRET IS LOOK AT WHAT YOU ARE DREAMING ABOUT AND WHY , WHAT DO YOU FEEL IT WILL GIVE YOU REALISE THAT IT IS ALREAY PERFECT NOW CELEBRATE THE THINGS YOU HAVE TO BE GRATEFUL FOR NOW AND THEN WATCH AS THAT GRATITUDE ATTRACTS MORE OF THAT FEELING INTO YOUR LIFE, WHEN YOU JUDGE YOU CURRENT CIRCUMSTANCE TO NOT BE GOOD ENOUGH AND YOU FOCUS ON THAT YOU WILL CONTINUE TO ATTRACT MORE OF THAT INTO YOUR LIFE SO CHANGE YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT IT , AND IT WILL CHANGE!
THE REASON YOU HAVE LOST ALL HOPE IS THAT WHAT YOU WERE AFTER IS AN IDEA OF BETTERMENT AND A JUDGEMENT OF NON PERFECTION OF WHERE YOU ARE NOW , SO THERE IS PERFECTION IN YOUR DESPAIR ALLOW TRUE WITNESSING AS THE FEELING CONSUMES YOU , FOCUS ON THE CORE OF THIS , BE DILIGENT WITH YOUR INQUIRY AND JUDGE YOURSELF NOT , BUT LET THE SEED OF YOUR SORROW BE SEEN IT IS BURIED BELOW THE EVERYDAY REASONS AND AT ITS ROOT YOU WILL FIND A SEED OF WISDOM , A ANCIENT RECONNECTION WITH YOUR SOUL , DO NOT AVOID THIS TIME KNOW THAT WHEN THE SUFFERING IS WELCOMED IT TRANSMUTES AND EMBRACES YOU !
THE WEAKNESS IS YOU IDEA NOT THE TRUTH , IT IS YOUR EGO THAT HAS BEEN FIGHTING SO LONG TO PROTECT YOU THAT IT IS EXHAUSTED LET IT STOP, ALLOW IT TO REST , LET THE MONSTERS YOU HAVE FEARED SO LONG TO EAT YOU , FOR WHEN IT IS ALL FINISHED AND YOU ARE LAID BARE AND VULNERABLE , YOU WILL BE SHOWN THE TRUE MIRACLE OF LIFE ....WHO YOU ARE CAN NOT BE HARMED , CANNOT BE DAMAGED , CANNOT BE GUILTY , CANNOT BE DESTROYED.....ANYTHING THAT CAN IS NOT YOU , ANYTHING THAT CAN WAS PREVENTING YOU FROM BEING YOU !...SO WELCOME IT ALL AND KNOW YOU ARE BEING LEAD HOME TO THE ONLY PLACE YOU NEVER LEFT YOURSELF!
